If you really knew me...

If you really knew me you'd know that I am an incredibly introspective person, constantly in my head... always. 

If you really knew me you'd know that spiders make me certifiably insane.

If you really knew me you'd know that my mom is my best friend and one of the few people who really get me.

If you really knew me you'd know that Mike and I's first vacation together was our Honeymoon, he is an incredibly old fashioned guy and that's one of the things I adore about him.

If you really knew me you'd know that I have a small obsession with buying books, but hardly finishing them.

If you really knew me you'd know that if anyone talked to me the way I talk to myself, i'd punch them in the face.  I am very hard on myself.

If you really knew me you'd know that I suffered with a little over a month of post par tum depression after Vincent was born and still feel guilty about it to this day.  But glad I went through it because I feel I am stronger and better person for it.

If you really knew me you'd know that I detest cleaning the kitchen.

If you really knew me you'd know that my dream is to be a writer, but am paralyzed by fear of failing that I don't know put in the effort to be truly great.