One of those Mornings.

I was having one of those mornings where I just didn’t want to show up.  I didn't want to get out of my comfy cozy bed and be present.  I didnt want to think about what to feed Vincent for breakfast, I didnt want to deal with the conference call I had at 9:00.  I didnt want to clean up the messy kitchen or pick up the toys in the living room.  I just didn't want to deal.  I know that may sound totally lazy or terrible but it's honest.  It's not always easy being a working mom who works at home and works in the office.  It's not always easy keeping it together all the time.  It's not always easy to be patient and on and happy all the time. I'm human, i'm flawed.  I'm not perfect.


- I take some time for myself.  The e-mails can wait, the messy kitchen can wait, the toys on the floor can wait.  So I sit.  I read, or I watch some TV or I catch up on IG - but it's my time.  Sometimes it's 10 minutes other times its an hour but I take it for me.

- I drink my favorite drink.  An ice cappuccino with vanilla from Tim Hortans.  It's cold, it's refreshing and it's caffeinated.  I feel so refreshed after drinking it.  

- I read my GO-TO inspiration blogs.  Seeing these amazing woman doing all the things motivates me to do the simple things in my home.  It helps me realize that I don't have to do it all to feel amazing, I just have to do what I have to do to get it done.

- I lay down.  I usually have to wait for Vincent to take his nap but when he does, so do I. I lay down on my bed or on the couch and relax.  I lay down and take some deep breaths.  I lay down and reflect.\

- I call my mom.  My mom is pretty good about snapping me back to reality or giving me some words of encouragement. 


Not everyday is going to be perfect.  Not everyday am I going to wake up feeling like I can conquer the day.  Some days are like today and that's ok.  What matters is I acknowledge it and I try to be better.  I try to turn it around.  It's better than not.  It's better than allowing those feelings to take over and take me down with them. 

So here's to making the rest of today better than this morning. 

Random Thoughts on a Thursday

*I just can't quit you.

 

- This week has been rough.  Vincent is on his anti-biotic, I'm stressed because of work, and I’ve been to Ohio two times this week for work already.  Weekend? Are you here yet?

- I’ve been making a more conscience effort to really clean up after myself.  I’ll be good for a day or two then boom the kitchen has dishes everywhere, the table has jelly on it and mail is everywhere.  I HATE THAT! I am trying to keep up than catch up.

- Weekend project is organizing my office.  It’s getting a little cray.  Before and after pics too.

- Im looking forward to shopping with my sister in law and future sister in law on Saturday.  Need some girl time and if you know anything about, I’ll never say NO to shopping.

- I hate cooking dinner.  HATE.  It feels like such a chore.